New Song

This song doesn't have a name nor may not be finished, but here it is anyway! I love you, Jen!!!


I’m pausing by the doorway
Of consciousness
And trusting that He knows
The way to go.
The freedom I should feel
Is lying dormant
And I am clinging to the peace
That He is promised.

The chaos in my heart is
Ever flowing
Nonsense fighting hard
To take me over.
Fear of futures unknown
And waves of anxiety
I can’t battle anymore
Lord, set me free.

I feel just like I should
Keep everything in me inside
Stay locked up tight
Anybody that I’ve ever tried to trust
Hurts me and makes me cry
Lord, you’re the only
Stable thing within my life
Be with me and hold my hand tonight.